"I hold my breath, I close my eyes, and stillyou are not there. I look around, above, below and cannot find you anywhere.My mind is filled with thoughts of you, your smile, your touch, your smell. I wonderwhat you're doing now, I wonder if you're well.And do you ever think of me or lie awake at night? Or dream about what might have been and hold your pillow tight?"
Just something that I came across somewhere. I do not remember now where. The reason I have put it here is that the extract seems to express quite a depth of emotion- primarily a sense of longing, of detachment and a surrender to the fate of separation that seems to have befallen the author and his beloved.
I, for sure, do not have (and have never had) such a someone in my life for whom I would feel such things. Its a strange freedom.
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